mE is mE

i just wanna to run from my prOblem..is it wrOng..i can't wait for a long periOd for them accept me..
i can't change myself for their happiness..for what reason..me is me..

they do not knew me very well even we're staying under the same roof.,share the same room for a long long period..if i say no,its only nO..no any answer beside nO..it can't be yes whateverhappen..keras kepala..??
of course..i've nothing to say if they judge me like that..

why..because they never try to understand me..they never felt what i'm felt before..hidup dalam ketakutan..every night i will hold my father's cloth when i'm felt frightened..they never know..
i never got a nice sleep when i'm fright about something..it's always nightmare..until now..
i just can let it go..it's hard..too hard//